March 2012
I'm doing me.
I’ve finally gotten over the fact that it’s over. Sure, from time to time I’ll still think about us and all the moments we had, but I realized that I don’t need to constantly bring myself down. I’m better than that. I’ve moved on and accepted the fact that it just didn’t work out. I’m glad I still have you in my life though. But, it’s time for...
I thought I could make myself perfect.
Sometimes I'm just not in the mood.
Not in the mood to talk to anyone, not in the mood to explain anything and not in the mood to express my interests. Maybe it’s just the fact that I have so much going on in my mind that I cant seem to give a fuck about anything. I’m just a very complicated person.
I wish each day were easier than the last.
I keep telling myself that it will get easier, but it doesn’t. Some days are pretty content, but then other days, are so much harder and I just wanna break down soooo bad. I hate those type of days.
I just wish I were happy again. I wish I didn’t care so much. I want this pain to go away.
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When people tell you to smile on a bad day...
It's not that it's hard for me to trust people,...
I just gotta keep telling myself to stay strong.
It may hurt like hell right now but I just have to keep smiling and not let it get to me. I have to keep looking on the positive side of things and not blame myself for what happened. I have to let myself know that I’m stronger than I believe I am. I mustn’t show that I am weak. I’ll make it. I can do it.
I’ve lost my way, hoping I’d find my way back.
dinhtheresa:
Half the time, I feel like you just say things just to say things. It’s like you don’t even mean it at all.
I hate seeing a friend sad.
wongstephanie:
When I see one of my friends sad, it makes me feel sad. I always hesitate trying to think of something that will cheer them up because what if the thing I say or do doesnt brighten up their mood, then it would make me useless because I wasn’t there for them. I would do anything just to put a smile on that persons face.
I'm trying.
I’m trying so hard not to break. I put on a smile just to carry myself throughout the day. Eventually, the pain will stop and the tears will be completely gone. But until then, I’ll try my best at being the happy person I once was, before all the troubles came around.
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